My journey is primarily personal. I am doing what I believe in. I am deeply convinced that we as human beings need to break out of our paradigm of deficit, greed and fear. The last 8 years I often felt frustrated that I was unsuccessful at getting that message across on the scale I would like it to be. Although I often feel appreciated and even feel that people I work with have great results I often had a hard time to make ends meet, which brought up doubt at times. My journey at 40 is also intended as a closure with the past and going to the next level. It is about my need and desire to mature and take responsibility. And this is all good and stuff. But not for one second I had expected to actually be welcomed. That people would respond with gratitude and respect is something I had never fathomed. And I don’t think it is personal, that it is my special aura or something. It seems that just the fact that a fellow human being is coming with good intentions, who wants to share something that is experienced as deeply needed, is as if a prayer is heard.